The 4th semester-Shocking!!!

Hmm...to start with d break vacations between d sem's was quiet a good rejuvenating break.. it helped me somewhat to come over my past sem's experience's...none were nice though...but it took a lot out of me....n it was good that i had a break....her image was still reminiscent in my mind but there were a lot of things happening on d other front.....thats what forms d main highlight( or d buzz as i refer it to) of dis sem....

Well to start with....one day when we had one of our most boring(to say the least) faculty teaching us we had a small paper ball fight in d class....i was feeling very sleepy in he class....and was not interested in what was going g is d class...d class finishd on time...n i left for my flat...i was bout to get into my room....when one of my frnds cald me up to tel me dat our course head had summoned me in his room to enquire bout d incident....i thought dat he probably was jokin but when he insisted i went bak to colg...upon reachin dere my frnd gave me a thumbs up n up till dis point i was thinkin dat it was a mere formality...neways i went to his cabin...as i entered his cabin i cud see all d paper balls nicely pressed n kept flat on his table as if they were never crushed once....he tuk one of dem in his hands ...n to my surprise it had d index page from one of my notebuks, dats when it stuck me dat a friend of mine had taken dat notebuk n by mistake( dats hw i guess it hapnd) he had made a paper ball from it....so nw here i was standin in front of him as the accussed for creatin mischeif in d class ( its only mischief at dis point )...

well he told me dat he wud call up my parents n oder thngs... i wasnt a mood to tlk much..n told him d name of guy who had my notebuk n came bak almost banging d door behind me....i went bak n jut went to bed probably thinkin bout wat was goin to happen....

dis was just d start.........

i guess i slept for quiet sometime....n as i was goin for dinner i met another accussed friend of mine...he was comin bak from colg n he told d faculty who was takin d class had told him dat around 5-6 students wud b resticated as the two of d ladies ( from my batch ) were hit wid majority of paper balls had coplained about us harassing dem wid paper balls....( ?????)
i know its funny.......
well widout further delay we thought of somethin to have for dinner n den see wat we'll do...my mom cald up as she does daily...n my first words( which i dnt think i wud ever forget) were "well u'r son just harassed a girl today" n she was like wat??..n it den it tuk me some time before i cud assure her dat wat all had hapnd...as we were havin our dinner a riend cald up n said dat we were gonna have a meetin...well we have had meetings previously...but never before dere were more dan 5 ppl in it..n dis time it was more dan four times of that....
well it was decided dat weder d girls wud support us or not..we wud stay together n wont let d blame ome on dose 5 accussed( dis word is an integral part of my lyf now...)
i was left into bits n cudnt stop callin up someone n tellin bout al dis...i did...it was around 12 am... n d frnd whom i cald was bout to sleep....i somehow urged him to hear my side of d story...n believe me after herin d climax...he cudnt stop himself from from declarin d same to oders..n ended up recievin calls late dat nite as most of dem appreciated me for harassin a girl.... I WAS FEELIN VERY PROUD INDEED...... :)
was hapnd next day was totally unexpected.... all d guys were totaaly against not only dose two girls...but al of dem....perhaps dey got a taste as to wat consequences can occur when dey dont supprt wats rite...well it al lasted for a few days n things were bak to normal...though dis whole incident taught me a lot...but lots more was bout to come...after all it was just my second year...n as u can see i have already achieved a lot...........

3rd Semester --> The start of the roller coaster

Well probably NIFT was just bout to get exciting, but such high rate of excitement totally caught me unawares......back from our holidays everyone had an attitude in the way they used to carry themselves in college....after all we were seniors now....and the juniors were gonna be at our mercy...that’s how most of us spend our first few weeks of this semester....on one of these days the juniors were supposed to wear children's wear....and that’s d day from which bells started ringing…..there she was…though i look back and still get dazed as to what had happened and I do feel it was CRAZY...after all u wont find many people claiming their love via messaging while sitting at an airport...it all shattered soon...followed by a couple of insane moves like burning pics of her and sulking for reasons for which i find hard to get an explanation...whatever it was...her presence still creates that jiggle somewhere inside....many hard hitting things happened.. i guess the most testing thing for me was going 2 be shifting to …..but i guess i was probably too tired from all this to re think on my decision... well the reason was that

” oops she did it yet again!!!”
I really don’t remember much of the happenings on the academic ...may be because i was so involved in her...that any free time i would get...i would rather indulge myself in a chat with her.....i remember myself sourcing for one of her pics n when i had...i guess i ended up reducing it to ashes on oct 25 (Yeah we all remember dates)....maybe some things are better left alone rather than making them worse... i had totally forgotten bout other things i passed again, rather scraped through, with about just Avg marks...but they didn’t seem to matter any more....still find it hard when she comes across...maybe i sometimes gulp it all down....n then sometimes i keep thinking about her over and over again till the feeling goes..
Ya i do get crazy.....n that’s how my 3rd semester ended....pretty emotional i guess..... :P

I is a college student....

Coming from the airport with my dad..we checked into a room in Panjagutta(that’s in Hyderabad)...which was bout 7-8 kms from my college......the very first day when i went into my college...a senior asked me to give him my intro...this was really acknowledgeable knowing that he saw that my dad was also there....well i gave him my intro...and then he asked a few confusing questions...confusing because they were rather meant to carry forward his purpose of ragging me rather than anything else...d days passed by.

We were supposed to have a week of orientation programme which basically helps us to get accustomed to the environment of our college. It was going to start in a few days.....still used to wonder whether i had taken the rite decision in coming all the way to Hyd, knowing the fact that nothing cud b edone now......well the next question was that where would i be staying...everyone wanted to stay in hostel at least for the first semester.....the good thing for me was that i had two guys from Delhi in my room....n what more they both were probably one of the best friends I could have got in my room….we got probably the best room in hostel.....it was still kind of strange for me to adjust as i wasn’t let out of home a lot....mama's child i was.

My dad stayed with me for bout a week.... he was probably the last parent to leave Hyderabad... well he left...n i was grief stricken for that day...but the next day the orientation programme was bout to start....and what more i was late the very first day...as i entered, everyone was staring at me i went to last bench n found an empty seat there...in a few minutes our faculty came....as i sat down and looked around.... i saw two over styled(that’s my way of judging them) guys who were making me realized that i was so out of fashion that day....any ways the activities carried on quiet well that day... and i somehow managed to escape from the seniors...and since only freshers were allotted hostel...there was no ragging in hostel...but still one senior somehow managed to enter n summoned two colleagues n asked them a few biology questions :P...the ragging wasn’t physical...so no fuzz was created.......days passed by

and the orientation had ended.

I guess we were oriented enough to be left at the mercy of the faculties...there were 60 students who had enrolled for d same course as that of mine....we were divided into two groups... i don’t remember who took my first class. but as i entered...i could recognize all the guys since we had been in hostel for bout a week...but some girls were seen for the first time by me....yet again i went to the last bench...n the faculty came n asked for out intros.. after our intros... so d quest had started.....apart from this i remember one of d subjects taught to us..was elements of design(eod)...
the dreaded subject of that semester... one of d many un-understandable problems given to us by the faculty was to make 3d figures with straws...when she gave us this assignment...my expression was—“ is she kidding”...how could we ever do that...but we did....somehow managed to get passing marks on this one.....we were made to understand what colors interpreted when used in different combination's...n what not....on the other hand love was in d air for most of my friends ....many had met their matches( or it seemed as if they had), strange how people fell in love in a matter of few days....well i guess that’s love at first sight or we can say that love is blind...during our exam time it was the first time in my life that i had not even opened the books till the last day of exam.... still i used to sleep on time...and sometimes when i used to get up i used to find my friends drunk n lying with me on the other half of d bed....but then i had stopped complaining...

Many more things happened in the hostel....like the case of the mischievous perfume bottle found in one of d kitchens....it looked like it was some 1000 years old.... stories began to cook up after that...a guy had even seen a person sitting outside a nearby pan shop crying in a dog's voice( that's what he said)..he he...then there was a headless body found nearby......strange though but all these incidences made us believe that there was some ghost in the area..n then pranks were being played on one another...like one of them roamed the hostel at night dressed up as mummy risen from the pyramids of Egypt....then the best of them all was a plan to scare the warden where one of my friends somehow managed to enter the balcony of our wardens room... and he was supposed to scare him with a candle and white sheet..once he was fast asleep...what happened was d warden closed the door of the balcony and he was stuck outside...he didn’t have a mobile phone to contact any one.... n then for those waiting to hear for a cry of fear realized that something wrong had happened..n when they tried to look up at the warden’s room which was at the third floor...they saw a broom wagging from left to right....that was a signal for them asking for help ...so they quickly went upstairs n knocked at the warden's room...n talked him out of his room...while one of them went to the balcony to let the guy out...we were all having a good time in the hostel...watching cricket matches n howling like freaks was another memory that i cant erase.... n ya like all other decent guys we managed to get a cd player n rest……..ahmmm…any ways the semester passed and i got 6.8 as my cgpi....not too high for someone who had never gone below 80%...but i digested it somehow...... i had started to enjoy my college life...n that was more important than anything n else to me at that point of time...

just an intro............

As i start writing this post with music in my ears.......time here is 3 AM....currently in my 3rd year of college...i'll start from the my preparations leading to my college....well to start it off I really don’t know how my school life passed so smoothly...getting good grades, playing cricket seemed to b the essentials in my life besides having good time with my school friends.......the last thing i remember is taking science as my subject with computers as i entered 11th class....n most of friends choose commerce...so there i was among a whole new set of friends...with bout 6-7 old bunch of friends...had my first crush outside school in one of my tution center’s....never missed an opportunity to get one look of her as i settled for my class...luckily for me she was there in both the chemistry n math’s center’s...well this was the time that i really started going out n having loads of fun life seemed to have settled nicely...but d big question was around d corner....what was i supposed to do after my school?????

Well as every other science student i wanted an entrance in IIT or DCE without knowing how much of hard work goes into it..... also gave a few exams for institutions like NIFT...IP....just in case...as i started giving these i realized that i wasn’t going 2 get through most of them...when d results came i got through a few of them without d obvious one’s… sitting at India gate on a beautiful evening with all d uncle n aunties i was being constantly told to join NIFT...beta its good for u....beta u will have a good future...al this n much more..."ok ok i will...." that was my reply without knowing that joining NIFT would make me loose myself but in d process help me to get updated to a newer version of me( A BETA VERSION!!!)

I went for NIFT counseling...n had to choose Hyderabad as it was the only option available good enough for me..."arrey dekha jaayega, waise bhi hyd kaun jaanewala hai(we'll see what happens who is going to Hyderabad anyways)" this was my reply while filling in the form at the institute...time was against me...n considering the pressure of being a non working son sitting at home...i had to take a decision...ok NIFT it will b....so my bags were being packed....the guy who had visited Connaught Place just a couple of times in 17 years was going to be in Hyderabad, where i knew no one but god himself, for 4 years!!!!

As i left for the airport...i felt that maybe i would get a chance to live my life independently...with tears in my eyes i was trying my best not to let them fall....as i know that my dad himself was feeling sad to send me away from home...but all had been done now....n i boarded the flight with my dad who was coming with me for a week.... without knowing what the institute had in store for me.....